I took another hydrocodone, which promptly made me nauseous. And the neurotin adds to the swirliness, and makes my mind kind of flaky. But I think that's the one that helps me most. I notice most when that one is about to wear off.
So today, I got the full experience of what the next few weeks is going to feel like, where I can only use my hands and wrists. Whatever they gave me in hospital is now gone. So I now just have me. Bending my elbows is about as much as my arms can handle. They get very angry if I try to use my shoulders. Last night, I made the mistake of turning on the lamp on my nightstand. That was unwise!
When I wash my hands I have to turn gently wash one arm at a time because reaching both was too much.
Then also ty I took a shower. That was big step on progress today. It felt good to use soap in my hair. Like Really Good. I had to be careful not to soak my stitching too much. Eric kept popping in, and saying, Don't Take Too Long! I didn't.
I put fresh pajamas on. I have a pair of Spongebob jammies my mother in law gave me years ago, when she lost weight. They say Squeeze Me Please, which isn't really funny at this time. I actually dislike Spongebob immensely, but these jammies are so soft. So I wear them anyway. They hang Completely Differently now. And I like it.
Check it out, I have cleavage.
I have cleavage that I didn't have to squish anything together to create.
They are all up there and perky. I think they might've been like that in like 8th grade, before they really busted out. It's kind of cool.
Christopher went to Black Belt board today. Now that he is a Black Belt, he is allowed to be on the Review Board for anyone taking the Black Belt Test. He went and observed for almost 4 hours. He is so big. He's been very gentle with me, and a source of calm. I love this smile. After his day, he asked to watch Eragon the movie, for Family Movie Night. We hadn't done anything like that since the Olympics started. But I figured he earned it.
Now while we were watching our movie, my phone buzzed. My friend E was literally on my doorstep. And she brought me chocolate. I had been craving chocolate. And she brought chocolate. And all was good. Because there was chocolate.
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